Feb. 24, 2018, on my past blog site that I have deleted
Today is a frantic day for me, why, the lights are flickering. Someone I love with my whole soul is failing. I’m frustrated and trying so hard not to put it on them, it’s not their fault they are leaving the family. Life itself should be blamed. Not saying she didn’t live her life, but in a way she didn’t.
Yes, she was married but ended up raising four children on her own, working her butt off to keep them in school, with just some assistance from her brother-in-law. Now, in turn, her eldest is taking care of her in so many ways. But, now she is fading away and that really sucks she is the last, if she goes I have no more.
I will be a person with no fallback shoulders to cry on. She has always been my rock, my vault, my everything. Just like for me and all of the other kids in the family. If she is gone what do we have, just each other, our parents, but without the head of the family, we are literally a lost cause in my eyes.
She is a different person for all of us. She is the perfect person to bounce my ideas off of because she will tell me if they are bad or not. She is my mighty Taurus! We need her here with us! Please do not leave us!
P.S. R.I.P. Grandma Alice Princivil